i had a dream last night and i woke up quite upset. i dreamt that trevor decided to break up with me but not bother to tell me why. he pretty much just stopped answering my calls and talking to me. i tried to get a hold of him and talk but he would just brush me off. i would see him sign in on msn but he wouldn't say anything and i asked everyone if i waited long enough to try and talk to him - to find out 'why' we broke up. i wanted to know the reason. and then i woke up with a headache.

this isn't the first time i had this dream.