i'm shy. i think a lot. not necessarily about one thing, but a lot of things at the same time and it isn't always something serious. sometimes i think about my sister. sometimes i remember things - the past, like my grandfather or growing up. i think about you. i think about myself. sometimes i don't share these thoughts because they are not..significant. i get quiet when i am tired. i get quiet when i am upset. but that doesn't mean i am always mad when i am quiet. i like quiet. i like my alone time. that is why i moved out. i like hanging out with my friends but we do low key stuff like dinner at a restaurant or go bowling or see movies. i talk a lot. i write a lot. i'm sensitive but i try to curb it. i'm a touchy-feely person. i hug a lot. i smile for no reason. i love to read. i like going for drives. i don't like being put on the spot. i don't like being told what to do or not to do. i don't like being told i think too much or that i should 'relax'. i like structure. i always write myself notes and reminders. i'm not good with 'going with the flow'. but i try. my favorite sense is touch. i like when you touch my neck or kiss my neck. i like when you touch my back. i love kissing you. i love being with you. i ramble when i talk or write. i don't like raisins in my food, but i like them as is. i don't like onions. cilantro makes me sick. when i've had too much to drink, i get quiet or i get sleepy. i love hockey but the canucks piss me off. i used to take risks. i used to just say how i feel. now i think first.