there are some things that just matter too much for me to give up. i've been told that my expectations are too high and i will always be disappointed when people don't deliver the goods. but isn't it important to know what you want and to compromise but not give in or give up what matters to you?

i need to get away. i need to clear my head. have i really given myself enough time to get over the things i went through? how do you know though? how do you know when you are really ok?

my new year's resolution was to just take it easy this year. even though i don't know what that means, i thought i'd try. and i am failing miserably.

ok, so.. remember. you aren't always going to get what you want. you should be content with what you have.

and just breathe.