here is now

a little conversation with my sister:

here is now says:
hugh lent me this book that i haven't read and i picked it up yesterday
here is now says:
it's called 'be happy'. reading it, i know that i know those things but i never really applied myself to believe
Cheryl says:
isn't that his favourtie book?
here is now says:
so i am practicing it
Cheryl says:
what are u practicing?
here is now says:
man, it is a lot of work
here is now says:
not worrying
Cheryl says:
heh
Cheryl says:
but remember that email i sent u? i can't even remember it but u seem to remember the title, about not worrying?
here is now says:
i can't control what people are doing, not doing. i can't speculate cause i really don't know
here is now says:
just live in the NOW. not in the past, not in the future. just now. i can dwell in the past and be angry. i can imagine what it will be like in the future and be disappointed
here is now says:
or i can live my life now as it is and accept what is so that i don't look back and wish i did things differently
Cheryl says:
wow.
here is now says:
i can't remember that email
Cheryl says:
those are really good advice
here is now says:
that's my take on it
Cheryl says:
umm, the 90% thing or other.. about not worrying what you can't control
here is now says:
that's how i am going to live my life. try hard anyway
here is now says:
yeah.. that. i've forgotten that
here is now says:
but that applies mostly to outside things. i was talking about immediate things for myself
here is now says:
don't know if that makes sense
Cheryl says:
it does