another one bites the dust

another round in the broken hearts game, over. and i am still standing. i know it will be lonely. and i know i'll have a hard time. but i need time for me. but even though i know that, that is necessary sometimes.. here is my truth: i want companionship. even for all my talk of independence, i never meant relationship wise. i still have my own place, my own life. but i would like someone to talk to at the end of the day. i want the hugs. i want the comforting arms around me. i want love. maybe this time, i'll have learned my lesson.